That do the most damage.
The constant lack of validation and compliment, or need
The lack of touch, appreciation, the lack of any emotional connection
Like a void in my soul.
The darkness takes over after a while, washing away any residue of goodness that once prevailed.
Sadness embraces me ,
Resentment,
Mindless in the acts
that destroy me slowly,
My soul is gone, my heart has been broken so many times I now embrace the careless stupidity that removes all need for love.
Why love when you know it won't last
Why bother trying when you can't trust the ending
So the reality sets in that everything has an end,
I will sleep medicated and void of dreams
dreams that could crush
souls in it's wake
Devil come quickly and take me away
I am not meant to be here any longer.
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