This isn't happening

I'm not here.....

If nobody ever reads this....does it mean it never happened....

Drunk off loneliness....

Numbed by a pill...

Temporarily removing all my cares....

All my pains... but I can't run

I can't run from here

I'm not here

This isn't happening.

Go away heart, sink deeply into pit of darkness where it belongs. I can no longer accept this hurt anymore.

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Wake... from your sleep
The drying of your tears
Today we escape, we escape
-exit music (for a film)